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QUIZ! go here need fuck off wonder if thiz'll werk Living with the BlueZ How many times have you told me you love her As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth How long have I stood here beside you I live through you You looked through me Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you How many times have I done this to myself How long will it take before I see When will this hole in my heart be mended Who now is left alone but me Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true Everyone leave me stranded Forgotten, abandoned, left behind I can't stay here another night Your secret in my heart Who could it be Ooh, Can't you see All along it was me How can you be so blind As to see right through me And Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true -Evanescence thiz song remindz me more than anything of Don so when I feel the need to greatly torture myself all I have to do iz turn thiz song on bleh Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll have woke up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? [CHORUS] Even though I'd be sacrificed, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, Shudder deep and cry out: "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" [CHORUS] And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... [CHORUS] -Evanescence I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my souls on the other side. Oh the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, To sharp to put back together. To small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe now... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. -Evanescence I took their smiles and I made them mine. I,I sold my soul just to hide the light. And now I see what I really am, A thief a whore, and a liar. I run to you, Call out your name, I see you there, father away. Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind. You give me all but the reason why. I reach but I feel only air at night. Not you, not love, just nothing. I run to you, Call out your name, I see you there, father away. Try to forget you, But without you I feel nothing. Don't leave me here, by myself. I can't breathe. I run to you, Call out your name, I see you there, father away. I run to you, Call out your name, I see you there, father away, Farther away, Farther away, Farther away, Farther away, Farther away. -Evanescence thiz song SCREAMZ Heather My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams 20 bucks should get me through the week Never said a word of discontentment Fought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home [CHORUS:] Here in the shadows I'm safe I'm free I've nowhere else to go but I cannot stay where I don't belong Two months pass by and it's getting cold I know I'm not lost I am just alone But I won't cry I won't give up I can't go back now Waking up is knowing who you really are [Chorus] [Chorus] Show me the shadow where true meaning lies So much more is made in empty eyes -Evanescence Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you I heard the words come out I felt like I would die It hurt so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken I'd give anything now to hear those words from you Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you." But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah. 'Cause you were made for me Somehow I'll make you see How happy you make me I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry. And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you -Evanescence I've been watching you from a distance The distance sees through your disguise All I want from you is your hurting I want to heal you I want to save you from the dark Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Why should I care if they hurt you Somehow it matters more to me Than if I were hurting myself Save you (save you) I'll save you Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness -Evanescence "You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the answer is always there." (Can't wash it all away) (Can't Wish it all away) (Can't hope it all away) (Can't cry it all away) The pain that grips you The fear that binds you Releases life in me In our mutual Shame we idolize To blind them from the truth That finds a way from who we are Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows This I do for you Before I try to fight the truth my final time "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real." Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away Lying beside you Listening to you breathe The life that flows inside of you Burns inside of me Hold and speak to me Of love without a sound Tell me you will live through this And I will die for you Cast me not away Say you'll be with me For I know I cannot Bear it all alone "You're not alone, are you?" "Never... Never." Can't fight it all away Can't hope it all away Can't scream it all away It just won't fade away, No Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away (Can't fight it all away) (Can't hope it all away) Can't scream it all away Ooh, it all away Ooh, it all away "But the answer is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten." "Because I'm tired of it too." "Because I'm tired of it too." "Because I'm tired of it too." "Because I'm tired of it too." "Because I'm tired of it too." -Evanescence I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window That I never even knocked on the front door I walk by statues never even made one chip but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves These days have come and gone But this time is sweeter than honey -Evanescence I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. Constantly ignoring, The pain consuming me, But this time it's cut too deep, I'll never stray again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love, My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. -Evanescence Goodnight, sleep tight No more tears Goodnight morning, I'll be here And when we say goodnight, Dry your eyes Because we said goodnight, And now goodbye We said goodnight And now goodbye -Evanescence hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black -Evanescence playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again has no one told you she's not breathing? hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to hello if i smile and don't believe soon i know i'll wake from this dream don't try to fix me i'm not broken hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry suddenly i know i'm not sleeping hello i'm still here all that's left of yesterday -Evanescence you don't remember me but i remember you i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream? and dream i do... i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand i knew you loved me then i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough so many things inside that are just like you are taking over -Evanescence i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide -Evanescence long lost words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here when all this time i've been so hollow inside i know you're still there watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down fearing you loving you i won't let you pull me down hunting you i can smell you - alive your heart pounding in my head watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down saving me raping me watching me -Evescence perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending but now i know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie i know the truth now i know who you are and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool -Evanescence how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead all this time I can't believe I couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become (Bring me to life) I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside (Bring me to life) -Evanescence now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time i'll save myself maybe i'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when i thought i'd reached the bottom i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through i'm going under blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so i don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so i can't trust myself anymore i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through so go on and scream scream at me i'm so far away i won't be broken again i've got to breathe i can't keep going under -Evanescence I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to Lost all faith in the things I have achieved And I [CHORUS:] I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created I'm longing to be lost in you (away from this place I have made) Won't you take me away from me Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed I can't go on like this I loathe all I've become [Chorus] Lost in a dying world I reach for something more I have grown so weary of this lie I live [Chorus] -Evanescence Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above [CHORUS:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you [Chorus] [Chorus] -Evanescence Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you And at sweet night, you are my own Take my hand [CHORUS:] We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the morning light We'll be half way to anywhere Where love is more than just your name I have dreamt of a place for you and I No one knows who we are there All I want is to give my life only to you I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore Let's run away, I'll take you there [Chorus] Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your heart Drop your guard No one's left to stop you Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your heart Drop your guard No one's left to stop you now [Chorus] -Evanescence Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth It leads me to where you lay They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home [CHORUS:] I will stay forever here with you My love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me [Chorus] And I can't love you, anymore than I do -Evanescence I still remember the world From the eyes of a child Slowly those feelings Were clouded by what I know now Where has my heart gone An uneven trade for the real world I want to go back to Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all I still remember the sun Always warm on my back Somehow it seems colder now Where has my heart gone Trapped in the eyes of a stranger I want to go back to Believing in everything -Evanescence You’re too important for anyone There’s something wrong with everything you see But I, I know who you really are You’re the one who cries when you’re alone [CHORUS:] But where will you go With no one left to save you from yourself You can’t escape You can’t escape You think that I can’t see right through your eyes Scared to death to face reality No one seems to hear your hidden cries You’re left to face yourself alone [Chorus] I realize you’re afraid But you can’t abandon everyone You can’t escape You don’t want to escape I’m so sick of speaking words that no one understands Is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone I can hear you in a whisper But you can’t even hear me screaming [Chorus] I realize you’re afraid But you can’t reject the whole world You can’t escape You won’t escape You can’t escape You don’t want to escape -Evanescence my immortal i'm so tired of being here suppressed by all of my childish fears and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me you used to captivate me by your resonating light but now i'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me i've been alone all along -Evanescence Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story If you need to leave the world you live in Lay your head down and stay awhile Though you may not remember dreaming Something waits for you breathe again In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me -Evanescence catch me as i fall say you're here and it's all over now speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and i fall into myself this truth drives me into madness i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die i'm frightened by what i see but somehow i know that there's much more to come immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears i can stop the pain if i will it all away don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die fallen angels at my feet whispered voices at my ear death before my eyes lying next to me i fear she beckons me shall i give in upon my end shall i begin forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end -Evanescence hey..uh uh huh what i like about you you hold me tight tell me im the only one wanna come over tonight keep on whispering in my ear tell me all the things i wanna hear cuz its true thats what i like about you thats what i like about you what i like about you you really know how to dance when you go up down jump around talk about true romance keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear cuz its true thats what i like about you thats what i like about you thats what i like about you thats what i like about you hey uh uh huh what i like about you you give me 1 out of 9 never wanna let you go you know you make me feel alright keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear cuz its true thats what i like about you thats what i like about you thats what i like about you you you you thats what i like about you -Lillix cover its been another day thinking what could have been it gets so hard but its not what it seems what i wanted to be did i try to hard then i hoped for something much more just before this youll have to promise we wont fall apart promise this right from the start promise on heaven that you would make believe yeah e yeah e yeah promise me i dont understand what i did wrong when i promised you what do i say when everything is blear then i hoped for something much more just before this youll have to promise we wont fall apart promise this right from the start promise on heaven that you would make believe yeah e yeah e yeah promise me what will tomorrow bring when desiding the truth it gets so hard but its just a day when everything went wrong relying on you thinking what did i searching what to find right now as i say youll have to promise we wont fall apart promise this right from the start promise on heaven that you would make believe yeah e yeah e yeah promise we wont fall apart promise this right from the start promise on heaven that you would make believe yeah e yeah e yeah promise me promise me... -Lillix Day by Day I seek the possibilites Searching for The one and only thing that I lack Look at the hourglass Count down, a decision I should cast Let the mind race, at a fast pace Take me to another place Lost and found again Right before the fork in the road I start then begin Right before the fork in the road I spilt apart in two Never to discover you I carry this giant load Left me before the fork in the road Stop I believe the day is dawning before the truth No hint no clue, who knows what to do? Green again Time to chase those feelings away Times ticking you must make up your mind (Yes I will, yes I will) The moment is gone without a thrill (Yes I will, yes I will) -Lillix so many days ive gone by without a trace i dont know what to do and what to say to many ways for you to come and stay in my mind ive waiting for you but there is one thing that ive forgot to say dont think im changing for you never ever will you hear me say that i cant make it alone you just cant change it now not before we see that it has gone through the window out its side never again to see lost in the distance dont know where to go dont know where to go i have seen you inside the intercom what a waste to it all dont turn away just look around then youll see that its gone it bugs me more then words thats why you cant see that its gone through the window out its side never again to see lost in the distance dont know where to go dont know where to go when the time has come for me to say goodbye ill look upon that moment i wont hide gone through the window out its side never again to see lost in the distance dont know where to go dont know where to go [x2] dont know where to go... -Lillix Here we are, it's but another little fight They want you to be the only one in sight Don't just make believe that you really care We know honestly, you still ask Why you're calling Why you're falling Why you're crawling and we're not stalling You always call about nothing at all It's all because the way it was, you don't know You always call about nothing at all It's all because the way it was, you don't know All the time complaints come only from you And we try to say there's nothing more we can do Blaming it on me 'cause you're never right Don't take it from me, we all know Why you're calling Why you're falling Why you're crawling and we're not stalling You always call about nothing at all It's all because the way it was, you don't know You always call about nothing at all It's all because the way it was Hey you over there Criticizing me I don't really care what you think of me You don't know you'll always be the Queen of bad news who tries to confuse You'll always lose I know You always call nothing at all You always call nothing at all -Lillix i'm never gonna be what you wanna see always gotta gotta be me and free right or wrong here we are well i've heard it all before and im tired of the lies i tried i wont compromise your a thousand miles away draining under the flooded veins take away the strain i don't think that you know i'm about to let you go before i put you away one more thing i've got to say i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i'm sick of you again i'm thinkin' no oh i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i've fallin' behind dont wanna go under admind again and i just wanna say so go on i have thrown it all away reachen over the cloud today and im on the way cast my shadows on the side creepin over into the sky shining brighter i feel alive i don't think you know i'm about to let you go before i put you away one more thing i've got to say i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i'm sick of you again i'm thinkin no oh i'm not sorry and i dont wanna worry i've fallin behind don't wanna go under admind again and i just wanna say i'm never gonna be what you wanna see always gonna gon be me and free carry on run along i scream by you to record what you do i'm tired and through with you livin' on with you gone i don't think you know i'm about to let you go before i put you away one more thing i've got to say i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i'm sick of you again i'm thinkin' no oh i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i've fallin' behind don't wanna go under admind again and i just wanna say i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i'm sick of you again i'm thinkin' no oh i'm not sorry and i don't wanna worry i've fallin' behind don't wanna go under admind again and i just wanna say stop go on [x2] -Lillix im never ganna run im never ganna live im never ganna hide ohhh ill wait for you hoping that day will come ill wait for you until it feels like forever and that time was spend on and wishing that you were here and i hope someday forever wont be so far away but right now 24/7 ill wait 24/7 for you 24/7 i know 24/4 you'll be here woo who you'll be here sometimes i feel that your not so far away (your not far away) this might be true dalusion had my side and i i know that visual isn't everything (visual isn't everything) and i hope someday forever wont be far away but right now 24/7 ill wait 24/7 for you 24/7 i know 24/4 but here i feel it in the air dont know the feeling so give me a sign i dont know you dont care tell me if someones there if youre for real then just get out of my mind oh now i see you right infront of me my voice was locked and i know you had to keep there on ice stuck in romance come and gone well im here alone watching you walk on (walk on) 24/7 ill wait 24/7 for you 24/7 i know 24/4 24/7 im never ganna run im never ganna live im never ganna hide [x2] ohhh 24/7 27/7 ohhh 24/7 ill wait 24/7 i know 24/7 24/4 ill wait 24/7 for you 24/7 i know -Lillix What can be done in order for you to percieve that I'm not falling behind? That's your vision your delusion I was here to begin You've interrupted our concluesions but we haven't begun And you've placed your number ones instead So what, I'm different Would you prefer if we were all like her? You see the external illusions We're all the same I don't want to be gone I don't want to be When I'm around When will this end on who will we depend and you're looking for the trend, from the one who came along and now we've changed who's to blame? No one other than the other We'll get back to where we were, never longing over what's preferred You never listened, told us to mind our business Lies tried to ride your feelings words hide their meanings What can I do, just let it all pass through Convincing you to belive what's true I don't want, want to be gone I don't, I don't want no -Lillix nah nah nah dirty black clothes a spider creeping up the wall moldy pizza sits where i left it on the floor what's that breeze upon my face how did humans make light you hit me it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine you walked in it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine i slamed the door and it shut the blinds dirty sunshine i feel like shit now but i dont mind cuz its that time again im in my sweat pants and im a mess dont want to let you in cuz sweetness gives me cavaties your all i dont want to you hit me it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine you walked in it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine i slamed the door and it shut the blinds dirty sunshine i dont wanna run in your merry go round stop picking me up when i want to be down smash my nails on the floor and im not gonna say whats that breeze upon my face how did you make it yoouuu you walked in and it all shines bright you walked in it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine you hit me it all turns to sunshine dirty sunshine i slammed the door and it shut the blinds dirty sunshine you walked in and it all turns bright sunshine dirty sunshine -Lillix It's about life It's about fun I hate you, I love you I just can't remember to forget you Who are you, who needs you? You make me feel alive, I die, so high I'm crawling on the ground and I have found I can fly One of these days it all comes together One of those days that goes on forever Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever What’s it all about? Chorus: It’s about life, it’s about fun It’s over before it has begun It’s about you, it’s about me It’s about everything between and I say I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue It’s about time that I Make up my mind It’s simple, confusing, the truth is I'm winning but I'm losing And pulling and pushing, won't do me any good It could, it should I'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied One of these days it all comes together One of those days that goes on forever Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever What’s it all about? It’s about life, it’s about fun It’s over before it has begun It’s about you, it’s about me It’s about everything between and I say I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue It’s about time that I Make up my mind Time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me Fading the words so desperately Now give me a reason that I can believe in Time is something you can't rewind One of these days it all comes together One of those days that goes on forever Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever What’s it all about? It’s about life, it’s about fun It’s over before it has begun It’s about you, it’s about me It’s about everything between and I say I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue It’s about time that I Make up my mind -Lillix yesterday seemed so much longer then today there must be something wrong with me i think im losing in oh no i must be stupid now im here yes im here cuz i tried if your here then youre here for a while i can reach the sky without being traced down i can run forever while i try to hold on but if youll be there where i drown i dont want to hold your hand its quicker then quicksand and you just wont make it now or less i think ive seen a brighter side ive trusted no one deep inside is what they call the rest of them they just dont get it but were there yes were there for a try and were there yes were there for a while i can reach the sky without being traced down i can run forever while i try to hold on but if youll be there where i drown i dont want to hold your hand its quicker then quicksand and you just wont make it ive seen so many try to get there way im sure its not there best yeah im sure not there best i can reach the sky without being traced down i can run forever while i try to hold on but if youll be there where i drown i dont want to hold your hand its quicker then quicksand and you just wont make it its quicker then quickersand and you just wont make it [x2] -Lillix tomorrow just another day another way to spend my day all by my self starin at the tv screen flipping through my magazine everything is unclear i need you hear do and i wake up put on my make up pick up the phone nobodys home i need to break out give me some take out standing side the crowd i wanna scream out loud i'll be ok i'll be ok walking down this whining road raining days are all unknown i have hit the ground staring up into the sky countin all the reasons why my mind is spinning around i need to breath dooo so,i wake up put on my make up pick up the phone nobodys home and i need to break out give me some take out standing side the crowd i wanna scream out loud i'll be ok get off from the floor i just can't take anymore leave that all behind just get along nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah oohhh oh,i wake up put on my make up pick up the phone nobodys home and i need to break out give me some take out standing side the crowd i wanna scream out loud i'll be ok i'll be ok oh,i wake up put on my make up pick up the phone nobodys home and i need to break out give me some take out standing side the crowd i wanna scream out loud i need to break out!! were ok were alright were ok we'll be alright tomorrow just another day another way to spend my day -Lillix I’m ashamed of myself For wanting someone who sacrificed such an extraordinary female How could I have fallen in love with you such a common mortal How could I have possibly of wanted you such an ordinary mammal You never took me into consideration for one single interval A lock of bright red hair falling over my left eye As I look through each little piece of crystalline Wondering how could I ever have wanted you to be mine You never listened to me one fucking single time I want to watch the best of you die Just like you made each of my nine lives Disintegrate into the folly of each of your deceiving lies Lips locked with sacrilege Staring at each of my silver appendages You once coveted having my salvage It ended with all of the chains of your malice I fell to the ground imprisoned by the ice palace That locked your eyes to mine in solace Solitude engraves her mouth Silence won’t take it’s mount Don’t ask for it Don’t plan on it You sacrificed me once Out of love? Was that it? BITE YOUR TONGUE! You don’t know the embodiment of love So please don’t speak to me of having faith in the quantity of being enough Insanity becoming what she is forever Falling all the way under Massively matted locks of red feathers You never once looked at her When she was in your blundering sight You never once thought of her You plumb ignored her every single night She still has a secret of yours deep inside of her Darling with lips like those no one ever needs to speak the conception of being polite Lips of red beseech her Behind them lay teeth that are ivory white You inevitably killed her You don’t know it but one day you will be over ruled by her bite Be ready for her No, no you’ll never expect her to turn deadly enough to force you to die Chorus I want to cut your dick off and store it in a glass jar Just to prove that I had the trophy of your antlers I hate you for falling in love with another You thought you’d lie to me forever But lies are a form of deception That I will not make to the acceptance I want to watch as you scream Scream for me baby You know you want to feel it baby You once asked me to kiss you With lips deformed Lips your eyes could not take advantage of Slavery in an act of denial is what you wanted performed You thought you had the best of Her from the pieces you had mercenarily torn Illusion in your eyes is what you let become You’re so deluded That I don’t even want to begin to ask how come You’re so preposterous and ashamed You’ll never admit you’re alone You’ll never sacrifice yourself for the innocence you murdered That you had executed Easily amused Because your mind is demented and retarded You could have taken what I offered But I was offering myself in sacrifice to an idiot! IDIOT OF A SADIST WHO ATE OFF THE MISERY OF A MASOCHIST TO PUSH HER DOWN FARTHER BECAUSE SHE WILLINGLY SURRENDERED HER HEART TO THE ONE WHO WAS COMMERCE CHAMBERED ENOUGH TO MAKE HIMSELF LAW ENFORCED WHAT THE HELL WAS I WANTING YOU FOR YOUR IDIOCY OF MY MIND TOOK OVER JUST ENOUGH JUST ENOUGH TO BE SACRIFICED! Don't Ever Feel Much like Writing about my life 
You need a boyfriend like you need a hole in the head.There’s been drama.There have been words. Breakable items have been thrown. In short, men are trouble and you want no part of them for any reason. Conventional wisdom says they’re from Mars... And that actually is not quite far enough away as far as you’re concerned. Send them all to Pluto! And the chances of your changing your mind are slim to none. But that’s okay. We need to hate certain things in life... So we’ll appreciate the things we love all the more. Do You *Need* a Boyfriend? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva YOU ARE STILL STUCK IN MY PERFECTLY COATED RED HEAD I WANT TO WATCH YOU TURN UP MISSING AND DEAD I’M STILL ANGER FILLED JUST ENOUGH TO SEE THE SHADES OF BLACK AND RED IN MY UNADVANCED HEART LOVE CREPT IN I CAN’T STAND STILL JUST WAITING FOR YOUR STUPID ASS TO COME BACK FROM BASIC TRAINING I’M TIRED OF THINKING OF THOSE SKY BLUE EYES ISN’T IT SHOCKING HOW WELL A FEMALE CAN WORD HERSELF ON THIS SUBJECT WITHOUT ANY MALES ADVICE! DIE MOTHER FUCKER DIE YOU LEFT ME HERE WITH MY BROKEN HEART TETHERED ON THE GROUND SOAKING UP FLIES I HATE YOU FOR THE ERRORS YOU SHOVED ME IN TO FUCK YOU FOR STAYING ALIVE ENEMY IN SOLDIER STRIPES I NO LONGER WANT TO BE YOUR AFFILIATED WIFE I PITY THE UNWILLFUL BLONDE WHO’S MADE OF SUNSHINE WHO STUPIDLY GIVES YOU ALL OF HER TIME RECEIVING HER IN SUPERFICIAL COLORFUL LINES YOU DON’T KNOW THAT SHE’S LYING JUST LIKE YOU MISTER FAKER PUT TWO AND TWO ALL THE WAY TOGETHER JUST TO LET YOURSELF FIGURE OUT THE DISGRACE OF HOW NO ONE FOR ETERNITY WOULD WANT TO STARE AT YOUR DISHONEST FACE! FACELESS IS WHAT I WANT TO SEE YOU AS DEAD IN THE GROUND IS WHERE I WANT YOUR CARCASS TO BE FOUND STUPIDITY DISFIGURES YOU EMBASSY CONFIGURES THE WHO INSIDE OF YOU AMBASSODY CONTROLS THE WHOLE OF YOU AGONY ENVOYS THE SOUL OF YOU BECAUSE YOU YES YOU! MADE THE STUPIDEST OF CHOICES CHOKE ON YOUR SILENCED VOICE THE ONE YOU GAVE TO HER BECAUSE SHE KNEW THE WAY OF HOW TO MISTREAT YOU! Chorus FEARLESS! YES I AM! EMBARRASED! YES YOU WERE OF ME! FIERCELESS! YES I AM! SCARED! YES YOU WERE OF ME! INTELLIGENT! YES I AM! ENTERTAINING YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD USE ME! IRRELEVENT IS WHAT TO ME YOU HAVE BECOME! COMPLAINING IS ALL YOU EVER DID WITH ME! CELIBATE AND LOCKED INSIDE YOUR CUBICLE I WON’T TASTE YOUR THICKENING CUM! Chorus CONTAMINATING THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME TO BE IRRITATING YES YOU SOLD THE PLAGUE TO ME NEO NAZI WEARING HIS STORE BOUGHT ARMANI I WANT TO WATCH YOU SURRENDER ALL OF YOUR ARMY TO THE LIKES OF LITTLE OLD ME THE ONE YOU ONCE KNEW IN HER FISH NET STOCKINGS THE ONE YOU ENJOYED DOUBLE CROSSING EAT SHIT FOR DINNER YOU MOTHER FUCKER I’VE STARED AT YOU ONE TIME TOO MANY I’VE TRIED CALLING YOU TIMES THAT HAVE GROWN TO PLENTY I’M TIRED OF JUST SURVIVING BY NOT EVER DIVING BY NOT EVER INDULGING MYSELF TO THE BETTER MEN OF AN ORCHESTRY I WANT TO WATCH YOU SWALLOW ALL OF MY MISERY I WANT TO WATCH YOU LAP IT UP ORALLY TAKE IT TAKE IT NOW DAMN YOU SURVEY IT SURVEY ALL OF YOUR CRIMES NOW DAMN YOU I SAID TAKE IT! WERE YOU NOT LISTENING YOU FUCKING HALF OF A DICK? ALL IN YOUR MOUTH I HOPE YOU FEEL SICK! ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH IT THAT REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR OF YOUR OWN IMAGE THE SAME MALE I USED TO ELUSIVLEY THINK OF STAYING UP UNTIL DAWN AND QUITE PAST IT YES YOU DAMN YOU! LOOK AT IT I SAID FUCKING LOOK AT IT!!! ARE YOU ENJOYING IT? AS MUCH AS YOU ALWAYS HAVE HAD A THING FOR IT? THAT’S RIGHT YOU’RE GOING TO ADMIT IT AND FOR ONCE SEE YOUR LIGHT TURN ALL THE WAY INTO DARKNESS YES YOUR HIGHNESS I WILL SUBDUE YOUR THRONE AND MAKE ALL OF THE PRIDE AND PURITY INSIDE OF YOU BE DISOWNED! Late Sunday laterZ Sunday afternoon done Heather style ;p Sunday You’re the type of guy who only thinks about himself You’re in love with the lake that casts your reflection There’s nothing complex to tell Teeth and hair glisten You’re impressed with financial wealth Your voice threatens To tell my story to others but never tell yours making yourself invisible I’m just a voice of anxiety the one for you settled Useless scrap of metal Hanging around the flesh of my left hands third finger Falling off of me the way a piece of material drops from a hanger I’m filled with anger I fell in love with you to have you never love me back You never answered When I questioned the situation and why you refused to love me back You make me feel so insecure You manipulated a girl with just a few maneuvers In the closet is the location you shoved her You branded the door with do not enter You had to hide her talent from anyone else’s eyes They’d soon learn the mistake you made by Throwing her away piece by piece Broken down from random species You dilated her eyes Dilapitated the organ of her heart until she lost all emotions to turn her into something called empty You damaged me With your misinterpreted scrutiny You’re a real idiot who’s still hanging on to me by a thread One day your image will shatter and you’ll be released from my head Amnesia set your sights on me Sighs made out of honey Distancing you from me I just want to forget all about you like you already have done of me You tried to make me feel guilty You tried to make me feel it was all my fault You never could accept responsibility You had a lack of passion You had no capital originality Lie me down to crucifixion You hurt me without using the knife from your kitchen Your mouth was your deadliest of weapons Because it could tell me without even having to look in my direction Chorus System of lies Sends me into an outbreak of hives Under six feet two inches of male I dive Nothing left for me to hide You never noticed me crying Tears under my eyelashes sweeping I don’t want you to be the one seeing How much hurt you’ve punched into me Dancing on cobwebs you’ve bound me In your imprisoning cocoon draped around the limbs of me You’re deviously smiling Proud of yourself for influencing me Into your little cult of agony Just one little problem you have my heart but my mind you’re no longer owning Chorus A memory a day Keeps the asshole away Door to door Dollar per hour Love any more doesn’t sell for much more I fell in love with you a coward Sissy of a man Falling in love with you was never once my plan I don’t enjoy soaking my feet in failure Crashed and burned When I told you about the affection I had for you You said it would be quick and painless Your made out of granite that’s stainless Shoulders framed in the doorway You look over my head and let your eyes stray Gently down the body of your love object You never gave me enough credit For my pursuit and determinacy of making things happen You never cared Like the words you softly slurred Into the base of my neck Before off you walked Into the shade of another female’s menagerie I was just another girl to add to the collection underlining the stairs Stars in her eyes twinkling As you breathe in her fragrance Lips becoming candit Love falling through the cracks A female personality version of yourself you’re pampering Brushed strokes of black manifesting As you scatter the pieces of my broken heart into the air no longer renewing with each farther measure of drifting Dating service number one No one ever shuts up They all think they’re going to find love When they’re juveniles who have never felt the sensation of cum I know from experience To keep up your wall of defense Love is just another mechanism You’re speaking to ears that won’t listen Waste your time on another female division Too smart for your lack of wisdom Jabber jaws Never misses one of her calls Looking down from a building seventy stories tall Little miss know it all I thought about it all I can still recall The first time he professed to care from those thick jaws Jibber jabber In the back is where you stabbed her In the face is where your pain slapped her You never had the capacity it took to want her Inactivation tearing into her Mouths still haven’t shut Gossip running wild about a stupid slut You don’t know the half of it Just what you heard about it Stammer stalling Jabber jawing! Darkened heart washing up on shore Raven hair on her head never worn She battles daily with young lovers scorn They’re too stupid to realize love is only an adornment They believe her main focal point is torment Let’s keep this private I’m still in love with Júne’s sell out Tongue hanging out Of the mouth of the shocked Disturbing b behavior Cosmetic disaster Fear grabs her Because you’re too shallow to lay eyes on her With love of ever after Chorus Jagged edges Shine down easily From the twilight made out of silken violets Do you remember the meaning We left outside when stepping slowly out of the branches Into the dispensing rain You pushed my love to an end You chose a relationship over me your friend You never got the message Because you were too stupid to believe Stroking the temples where your fingers used to massage I can’t get rid of the head ache that clutches me You’ll soon learn to see That love hurts more than just me Chorus This is for your own good Choke on your food As you close your lips You refuse to look at sadness Push your away out of it Release from the emptiness It won’t last don’t believe it To made of such simple ness Love is a contagious process’ That will quickly draw you in Wounds on her neck You look past it Because you don’t want to think of it Think of the truth The reality she told you Shedding hair heavily Shredding units terribly I want to see pain in those extremely confident eyes Take control of your lies DO IT DO IT NOW! DO YOU BELIEVE IT DO YOU BELIEVE IN IT NOW! YOU’RE GOING TO REALIZE WHEN YOU BOW DOWN TO THE HEART CAPSIZED YOU LIED TO YOURSELF AND TO ME YOU LOST ALL YOUR PRIDE YOU HAD LOCKED INSIDE THE COMMUNITY OF THE PIECES OF THAT NOW BROKEN HEART IF YOU HAD JUST LISTENED TO ME FROM THE START YOU WOULDN’T HAVE THIS MISCONCEPTION YOU WOULDN’T HAVE THIS PAIN YOU WOULDN’T HAVE TO FACE THE DECEPTION MY LOYALTY TO YOU HAS CRUMBLED DON’T ASK FOR IT IN RETURN ALL THE EMOTION I HAD FOR YOU HAS DISINTEGRATED LOVE FOR A MORTAL IN MY POSSESSION HAS BECOME BURNED! Flat chested sex love toy taking over a man’s dominance Reducing him to a puppet with manipulated strings I can’t watch it I can’t stand to see it Do you enjoy her mastery You’re such a sniveling baby Reduced to half a man sucking her breast in a nursery You’ve shape shifted tragically The way a sick little female hick can change a man’s possession is scary Ants in the britches Does she wear the pants for you Apron tied around his waist washing the dishes You’ve become the practical household husband You’ve lost my interest You’re a marionette sailing from the sky without amplitude You’ve lost it You don’t understand why I hate your new attitude You’ll understand it When it starts to dawn on you That you’re no more than a pawn in a dream world Of a massively back water town girl Lie to yourself Keep doing it Deny it to yourself I am no longer bothering to care what happens to your spirit Marionette come down from the ceiling Sun burnt red and pink patches of skin peeling Head of a male doll reeling He’s finally seeing There’s nothing Nothing special to a flat chest That sticks its head into the desert To hide from all the pain You don’t care about making mistakes Because you’re too stupid and blind to see through That you’re dealing with an amateur who has no idea what she’s telling you I know oh how I do How things go and I don’t want to see it happen to you Desperate changes For something you’ll never understand the logic of its metamorphosis Chorus Come down Oh dear Princess Tell him now What you have in store under your lips made out of the material used for pillows Lie to both of yourselves and hide the sorrow Hit person hiding in the shadows You pushed my body into the gallows Clinging to my neck You broke it With one single snap Wings of a molten bat Piercing to underlie themselves attaching to her back She’s a pixy Not a demon She’s sassy Unlike your religious pioneer she’s independent Chorus Puppet mistress Wearing the numbers nine plus six To get her age of adolescence All she wants to do is get pregnant Are you willing to have like ten kids Running around your trailer Your lips trailing after her Drool running down the mindless boys chin Happily ever after You think you can grab on to it It doesn’t exist Just like the fake demeanor of happiness Brush, spit, and gargle She’s got you trapped and you don’t even know it Can you handle the disposition of it Lying next to someone forever who is that controlling The beast called me a witch She has no room to talk so I do nothing but laugh over it I’ve learned from experience You can’t trust anyone at their own convenience Love you make me no even want to think about it Unattractive lips You listen to them As they bite the feeders hand But you never let the ideas expand To that closed, clouded mind of yours Had me in years For so long I almost decided to jump off the pier Wisdom came with time To show me I’d never want a mortal to become mine Too unstable of a creature To satisfy a mystical seizure What did you think this was Seize and claim? You believed it was Love is an emotion you do your best to drain You beat her out of injustice You don’t let yourself love her because it involves too much pain You attack me from not giving you subservience Humans kill me by just saying your name Drinking and running away under the influence I can’t stand the taste The pressure of your reference Leaves behind in my small mouth Sold myself off at clearance Thinking a soul mate is what I had found Kill her intuition You killed every other part made feminine You threw me into this disposition Of being under the rule of your thumb I’m so stupid I’m so dumb To actually think I could do it And receive your love You lied to me from the get go Flailing and falling You let go When I screamed for you to help me Nothing ever mattered when it came to being with me You never saw me as anything But an escape from your condition of living ludicrously What do you think this is There was only one reason for your resisting It was the instance Of my form not being good enough to fit the title expensively Of surrendering myself as your princess I was just a good target for practice Don’t tell me I’m jealous Of your new bride Envy doesn’t fill my eyes No it’s the hatred for you of how much I despise That underlies the discrepancy in them Yes I undergo bitterness But you’re the one who pushed me through this Chorus Indecency Drips from you Insensitivity Pours from the lips of you Insanity Makes up the rest of you I no longer care about you Wait that’s lying on my part I still do think of you I end up hating myself every time I do But I can’t stop it The issue you’re avoiding we always dropped it I can’t let it go No, no, no Not this time I’m afraid You’re going to have to say the truth and it can’t wait Chorus Asshole in disguise Your head is full of lies You don’t know it Because you’ve become so used to it Being your number one routine That you began to believe it Your ugliness I just can’t believe It’s a particle below the surface of you I just don’t want to see But I see it I know all about it I can grasp it With my bare white teeth I never knew you had it in you And the day we came to meet Is something I dearly wish I could delete Out of the system That pertains to our existence Out of the universe That disperses comfort Out of the environment That holds our every single fragment I thought I could control this But you proved to me that I could never contain this No matter how hard I tried You were certainly content with making every single particle of me die Deceased in your eyes Is where I now lie I no longer remain to care with my insides You eventually made it not worth the value Like the sun dispenses the water of the ocean you made my affection sun dried Satorday laterZ =^. .^= mrowww Why Me? Meeting with my new Counselor Interesting Weirdness Fiftieth What I've Reduced Myself To sign mrow mrow Three weeks that feel more like a thousand days I begged you more than once to please stay You never listened to one single word I had to say I lost my mind to your invasion Broke my train of thought as I threw against your door my favorite vase You never cared in the first case I want to hurl language at you that will smash the smile right off your face Dead of winter marks her hearts place Come on in you’ve already sucked away her impassive grace Walk away Zip up your pants, turn around and just walk away You think I’m a hostile waste But you know what mister master of the universe you made me this way You thought you knew her so incredibly well You thought you’d hold her forever under your sacred spell Dispensed the poison in her mouth you were the one to feed Sewed the scars up that you forced her to bleed She feels the need To combine your name with hatred Forcefulness of the moon impaled She still can’t get it through your thickened head How much her affection has lessened You taught me the most valuable lesson How to dread the demon Who takes away all freedom And possesses the heart in the form of the word relationship Daily head trip Is a destination my feet will no longer venture Just because of the feeling that I need it I now know thanks to your disgression they only lead to the path of torture Cauterize the wound of failure Lay beneath the forest of spiders Laid down beside her For only a brief time limit until the right moment fell For you to have the chance to escape her Lose her before you lose yourself You know what she feels for you now here by and ever after? By her You are now fully unwelcome Don’t come near her Constant paranoia of love has developed Are you proud of yourself for convincing her Showing her that the display of emotions and affection is not allowed? Chorus False words underlie a tunnel A masquerade of darkness She turns on the music television network channel Strains her eyes and licks the back of her teeth’s enamel You’re not there to argue with So she makes up words and moves her lips In a motion of silence Just thinking about you sends her into a conspiracy of chills Why’d you leave her like this with ten million other things She has with to deal You never cared about her appropriately You left her after she spoke the word love immediately Chorus Will you always fall into this category This stereotypical train of thought I have for the male allegory I’m not listening to your story I gave you enough chances in past history You never once admitted to me You had the nerve to lie to me You always fell into a code of dishonesty For this I hate you honestly I want to watch you cry hypnotically I want to watch you fall preposterously You have a problem chronically With telling the truth alphabetically I no longer have any sympathy Left hinged inside of me To feel for the way you reacted with me I just want to watch you walk away from me I’m waiting Distantly waiting For the mound of flesh carved beneath my eyes to stop debating Whether or not to tear away every limb of your being The ones that had the gall to be so poor in judging That I wasn’t good enough for your majesty When you looked at nothing but the outer appearance of my lacking beauty You failed to enter the mind of patience with me You failed so miserably You had a fake field of confidence that surrounded you invisibly Deep down you suck just as much as me You’ll never accept it Because you’re just too essentially conceited |
